Bismillah

Well, I'm gonna start my small business. Rindsberry Shop! Inspired by my best friend, Ema, who's doing great on her business. Thanks for inspiring me Hon.

Wish me luck guys. Mwa mwaa..

December

I have a big smile for the beginning of this month, welcome December! I'm happy now I'm not burdened by any COMPLICATED problems anymore. I finally can get over it. Yeah!

Only time will tell
Time will turn and tell

We are who we were when
Could have been lovers
But at least you're still my day late friend
- A Day Late by Anberlin

Wow

Wow, how long it's been since my last update!

Finally Holiday

Finally, after having a hard week dealing with my laboratory works reports and presentations I can really have a rest now. It's holiday! I'm so happy because it takes two months. Long time enough, eh? I finally can spend time to relax and enjoy my personal time.

Welcome holiday! :-)

Anyway, I've just got home from hang out with my college friends. It's been one or two weeks since the last time I met them. We spent time in a cafe we used to get together where we do our assignments where we used to sit and joke. They're so funny.

Tonight was well yes a bit interesting to welcome my holiday. I miss you all guys. I hope we could have a trip to somewhere in this holiday.

Deadline Is Dead

I've been really get stuck and stressed lately. Deadline was making me feel like hell.

All I did is sitting around on my bed, alone, sad, and feeling under pressure. I feel like don't want to wake up and go for something else. Yes I'm stressed. I can't find another interesting things to entertain me right now.

Complicated

I hate this situation. Damn! It becomes exhausting that I'm so upset and keep blaming myself for the way things were because I realized that it was my overreacting and so that I shouldn't be angry or having a go on it like this. I think that I'm not good enough for it and I want different situation so that I need to change.

I know I need to stop waiting, thinking, and worrying. I need to move on. But it's hard, it's like I want to do a big things but feeling like I have no power. I don't know how.

Help me!

Short Update

Well, I have not posted in a while. Dealing with a lot of assiggnment and report right now. Wishing that's all gonna be okay.